Wednesday, April 12, 2006 Nervous Day Well today is a pretty nervous day for me. I am 9 weeks and 1 day. The exact stage I lost my angel in November. I know it doesn't pay to dwell on what we can't prevent, but it sits in the back of my mind and pops up at the most annoying moments. Still feeling rather sick. It is amazing how quick I can get ill once I take these wristbands off. On Sunday I took them off to have a shower in the morning and almost passed out while in there. I ended up collapsing on the bed(put the wristbands back on), unable to move for near 2 hours. Still not quite able to sum up the energy to start walking again, but hope to soon. I really miss it. I have 3 weeks and 2 days until my next scan. It is quite scarey just waiting. I haven't been seen by a doctor or had any tests of any kind in 3 weeks and it just like waiting in limbo to see if everything is OK. I swear it's enough to drive the sainest person batty!!! Well just a quickie today to let you all know that everything is still OK and I am still around. A big Hi to Nadia. Thanks for your comment and hope to continue to keep in touch. ![]() |