Sunday, February 26, 2006

Lost focus

Ok, Ok, here I am again and I failed.

I completely lost focus last week. I haven't done a scrap of exercise and my eating has been disgusting. I felt so terrible that I contemplated, not only giving up Paulene's challenge, but everything.

But I have since read Paulene's journal for last week and seen that she is sick of sitting in her plateu also. Then I got to thinking, people have been through worse than me and continued, what sort of person would I be to give up so easily.

So here I am, plodding along still.

I am going to spend the rest of this week trying to recondition my body, get my energy back and get used to eating properly and doing some gentle exercise. Then as of Friday, it's kick arse time!

I have had a little boost to the confidence though. Just a small one.

When we took Bethany to Adventure World, we went to the kiddies cove section. Last time we went there was just before I started trying to loose weight. I felt miserable because Peter had to take her on everything because I was too big.




But this time I could! I only just fit into the seat but I did it. That did make me feel a little better. I realised that if I have given up all the other times I had failed, I wouldn't be able to do it at all.

So here I am, swallowing my pride and ready to start again. I know my weighin this week won't be crash hot, but I am going to do it nonetheless.

Finally, here is another gorgeous photo from our day out.



I hope you can all bear with me while I get my bearings. I promise to try harder.
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